October Intuition + THE END

2021 was about Intuition. A single word designated as a compass to help me manifest my goals and direction.

intuition: noun the ability to understand something instinctively, without the need for conscious reasoning. "we shall allow our intuition to guide us"

Ok so not all of my blogs. Just this one. I was going to entitle this ‘Why i failed to finish’ but then thought - “how fucking harsh am I being to myself?” So snapped outta that shit - pronto. 

By now you know what the purpose and theme of this blog is.

It’s a word that I’ve held onto in all my decision making throughout 2021. Each month (albeit sometimes belated) I’ve written, like a form of therapy - what my inner intuition is telling me and openly discussed the ups, downs, challenges and lessons I’ve faced. 

By October so much change and movement has happened for me that I find I’m now instinctively writing intuitively in every aspect of my business and content. 

It essentially means I’m approaching the same info, topics or messages in three or more different ways. 

My ‘ugly truth’ blog already writes intuitively on specific topics. My Instagram posts and stories now discuss my intuitive feelings daily. So it was that writing this intuition blog post got more difficult - because I am already practising speaking intuitivity across these other platforms. Clever eh?

As a result continuing this project (even though self-assigned) has to go. I really dislike not completing things or feeling like I’ve done half a job. I’ve a severe fear of failure and frankly, it’s the catalyst thats driven me for years - but my intuition is telling me to let this go. So I’ve made an informed decision and decided to ‘consciously uncouple' from it. Good enough for Gwynny - good enough for me I say.

But I am choosing (intuitively, obviously) to take the positives out of this decision. If speaking intuitively and authentically is becoming such common practice for me - then this blog has served its purpose and got me to a new level of self awareness. It also frees me to work on my other blogs and musings and rants.

So no more intuition posts. And I’m not going to kick myself or berate myself because I’ve gained so much and that’s the beauty of you doing you isn’t it? You get to make the decisions.

So if you’re feeling dragged down by self-assigned or self improving tasks that has served their purpose but no longer serve you. Let them go. And bollocks to feeling any guilt about it. You hear me?

Sometimes quitting is winning. Fact.